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Thursday, July 17, 2008

Oversized lollipops

Through out my years, I have realized many things. Everyone has their shares of hardships they have to go through. I know I've had my fair share of mishaps. I had to grow up very fast in a very small amount of time. I don't even have the complete high school experience most get to have. But, I also have crossed paths with many unsavory people. I have come to realize ultimately you can trust no one no matter how good of friends you may think you are at the time. Think of these people who screw you over and stab you in the back as sandpaper and you as a piece of wood. In the end, you'll come away from the experience smooth and polished, and the sandpaper? That will just be worn and ugly, thrown away. You'll be a better person in the long run, and you'll learn not to be so giving and trusting with your friendship.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Big Booty Hoes

I decided not to judge people who have random one night stands. I mean, who is anyone to really judge you based on how many sexual partners you've had? I used to be a, I guess what anyone would call a "goody-goody". After moving, and experiencing life a little out of the shell of my home, I have to come to realize many things. I don't judge people who do drugs. UNLESS, they're just really dumb ones, like meth. But, that's a whole new blog innit? Anywhoo, big booty hoes, I don't understand why music nowadays uses terms like that. What is up with that crazyness?

Thursday, July 10, 2008

this is what she she said...

i'm so fed up with people!!!

Seriously, get the fuck over yourself. The world doesnt revolve around you.

*gasp* shocker!!!!!
Stop acting so damn childish... that's all i gotta say. You know who you are.




anyways, got that outta my system. here's a survey.



1)Have you ever taken a shower with another person?
yes.





2)Who ended your last relationship?
I'm in one right now. And i ended my last one.





3)What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
TV



4)Have you ever been in love?
No.





5)Where is your mom at?
In the living room watching the news.





6)8th text in your inbox?
dunno. my phone's not with me.





7)Something you are excited about?
getting my puppy. woot woot.






8)Can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?
nope but that would be pretty hawt. lol.






9)Do you regret your past relationships?
yeah.






10) What are you doing tonight?
chill.





11)What is the last thing you said aloud?
want some (grapes)?



12)What was the last thing you had to drink?
coke




13)What are you doing tomorrow?
running some errands. then just chilling.






14)Where is your dad?
asleep in his room.






15)Last girl you talked on the phone with?
my mom



16)Last guy you talked on the phone with?
brian



17)How many states have you lived in?
1



18)Do you love anyone?
my family.





19)How are you feeling at the moment?
tired but content.





20)Have you ever kissed anyone named Dick?
hahaha. no thanx.





21)How would you describe your best friend in one word?
awesome.





22)Where was your default picture taken?
silverwood. the dorkiest pic of me, but i luv it cuz it's with my boy toy. woot woot.

<3



23)Last person you rode in a car with over the age of 20?
my mum. we were shopping last night.





24)Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
more than friends =)



25)Who was the last person you drove with?
brian



26)Where’s your favorite place to be?
at home with my family.





27)Name something that made you laugh today?
some dumb girl who needs to grow up.





28)Would you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?
hecks to the yeah. fucking rip his pants off, too. LOL. i'm kidding i'm kidding.




29)If you could move somewhere else, where would you be?
right this moment, i wanna live in spokane.





30)Ever been kissed under fireworks?
yep. gotta love the extra sparks.

heh!



31)Do you believe ex's can be friends?
sure, if your ex isnt a fucking asshole, go for it.





32)Do you prefer to call or text?
text. i dont have time to chat for too long on the phone, but i can find time to text in between stuff.





33)Who was the last person you took a picture of?
brian and natalie and breanna and garrette, and stephanie. and jordan. lol. it was a group pic.





34)Was yesterday better than today?
yessss! omg, rafting is so much fun.





35)Can you live a day without TV?
fuck yeah. i can live a year without tv.




36)What are you listening to?
the news and viet music.





37) What is your ringtone?
a really cute jingle and it vibrates too. i wonder where my phone is right now... hmmm.





38)Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
relationships are worth it if the other person is worhwhile. same concept applies to friendships.



for example, i'm not gonna let some dumb bitch try to guilt-trip me when i have enough shit to deal with. i'm there for you when u feel like shit, the one thing u can do is get the fuck off my back if u cant try to help me out and return the favor.





39)Last time you spent the night at someone's house?
a few weeks ago up in spokane.





40) Would you rather watch football or baseball?
football



41) Coke or Pepsi?
coke.





42) Beer or Liquor?
whatever. i'm not too picky.

no 151 though, NASTY #%(U%!!!!!!!!!!



43) Who is your favorite myspace friend?
your mom.





44) What is your favorite holiday?
christmas. cuz it's in winter, it's a friendly holiday, there's presents involved, and i love santa. lol. plus, no school. haha.





45) Do you go to college?
yep.






46) Are you currently wearing shoes?
no



47) Have you ever walked in on your parents having sex?
no. omg thank god.





48) What is your favorite sport to play?
badmitton. haha.





49) To watch?
dunno. depends.





50) Do you have a job?
yep. ghetto job, but it pays the bills. LOL.






51) Do you have a gf/bf?
sure do.





52) If not, do you have a crush?
.................



53) Does your crush like you back?
yessir.






55) McCain or Obama?
dont care. they can do whatever they want.





56) What's you favorite food?s
asian food.





57) What are you afraid of?
right now? cry babies.





58) If you could have anybody in the world, who would it be?
um...lol.






59) If you have a bf/gf how long has your relationship been?
it's gonna be 4 months next thursday.





60) Do you like feet?
eh. it serves its purpose.






61) Ever seen the movie "61* "?
nope.

is it any good?





yes, this is her retarded little survey. and she's being ridiculous.
So, i'm not talking to her.

Haha, I'm the childish one?

At least I don't bitch about my supposed "best friend" via myspace bulletin.
What do you have to be fed up with anyway? You don't even know half the shit
I've been going through ever since I moved. You think you're solving anything by talking shit about me in your damn bulletin? Guess what? You didn't rattle me one bit, I don't even care, didn't even bat an eyelash. And come next year, I'm still gonna move to New Zealand. It's bitches like you that make this a miserable place to live. And I need to grow up? Everyone I've ever talked to has said that in fact, YOU are the one who needs to grow up. So don't even try and go there with me.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

You know what really fucking pisses me off?

When people don't answer the goddamn phone.
When they don't have the decency, the common courtesy
to tell you, let you know, they don't want to talk to you.
When you realize people do this kind of lame shit to you
all the time, and yet you still try, and be their friend
and be a nice person.
When your best friend is always promising you both
will hang out, but every time you do, something comes
up at home.
When you're sitting on your ass all day, waiting for her
to call like she said she was going to and never does.
When she doesn't even answer your calls or texts so
you can do something else and not wait around your house
all day until 9 at night.
When you realize you have no friends and everyone screws you
over for reasons unbeknown to you,
When you realize that despite all your efforts, you still end up with nothing.
Thats when you realize being nice doesn't get you anywhere.
When you realize you need to just be a bitch and not care because caring
is where you screwed up in the first place.